[Sieglinde shakes her head as if such an idea was quite silly, though the gesture slows and dies, and her gaze grows somewhat distant. This wasn't a good-bye... right?
Her entire life had been a lie to make use of her. Everyone who she'd thought had loved her had been lying just to use her brain, her talents, her "magic". She told herself many times that the people of the Outside World wouldn't all by like that.
... But there was a part of her that didn't believe that. That believed once she stopped being useful, once she stopped providing a service... she would be discarded.]
If you wish to study the more physical means of healing, I am of course available... though for magical study you may need to look to one of the more gifted members of the team. Law, perhaps.
[Jealousy wasn't a pretty emotion, nor one she wanted to acknowledge. But it was easier than acknowledging the things more directly tied to her past. Than confronting things she lied about every day.
Even to the recruits "closest" to her. Even if hiding it was harder and harder.]
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[Sieglinde shakes her head as if such an idea was quite silly, though the gesture slows and dies, and her gaze grows somewhat distant. This wasn't a good-bye... right?
Her entire life had been a lie to make use of her. Everyone who she'd thought had loved her had been lying just to use her brain, her talents, her "magic". She told herself many times that the people of the Outside World wouldn't all by like that.
... But there was a part of her that didn't believe that. That believed once she stopped being useful, once she stopped providing a service... she would be discarded.]
If you wish to study the more physical means of healing, I am of course available... though for magical study you may need to look to one of the more gifted members of the team. Law, perhaps.
[Jealousy wasn't a pretty emotion, nor one she wanted to acknowledge. But it was easier than acknowledging the things more directly tied to her past. Than confronting things she lied about every day.
Even to the recruits "closest" to her. Even if hiding it was harder and harder.]