[ it feels a little better, and his shoulders slump somewhat. instead of Ahad leaning against him, he leans in against his shoulder. it's words that are there, words he can't find. ]
I ... know. [ he does, but there are old conflicts inside of him that he keeps trying to cast away. sometimes they don't go without a fight. ] Sometimes I get carried away. [ he did that with Verity, not seeing the message until it was relayed to him afterward.
there's a sigh then, an ironic little puff. ]
This time, a bit too much so.
[ not to mention that he got a little self-destructive, there. it's not at a lack of trying, but for a god of chaos, all those new starts he always talks about are always more difficult in practice. ]
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I ... know. [ he does, but there are old conflicts inside of him that he keeps trying to cast away. sometimes they don't go without a fight. ] Sometimes I get carried away. [ he did that with Verity, not seeing the message until it was relayed to him afterward.
there's a sigh then, an ironic little puff. ]
This time, a bit too much so.
[ not to mention that he got a little self-destructive, there. it's not at a lack of trying, but for a god of chaos, all those new starts he always talks about are always more difficult in practice. ]