[ She hesitates, picking up on the sudden interest well enough. A mission . . . She hadn't thought of it that way. ]

Yeah. But I . . .

[ She wonders if she can really say that, given what she almost did? Given what she might have to do. ]

There are some things I just can't change, no matter how badly I want to. [ She's starting to realize this only now. ] Hopefully you'll have better luck than me.