[This is not the time or place for him to go on and on about one of the worst nights of his life. He could make excuses like he did then, babble on and on worriedly like he had to Miles, Nami, and finally, Jin, and then what?]
It doesn't matter.
[There is a stiffness in his shoulders that accompanies the manner in which his voice cracks.
He had thought, at the time, that the violence would stop then, but it hadn't. Those two men had died, sure, because he was afraid and pulled the trigger, but others have suffered at his hands too. First Jason, then Mettaton... All the result of a knee-jerk fear response that he needs to learn how to control.]
no subject
It doesn't matter.
[There is a stiffness in his shoulders that accompanies the manner in which his voice cracks.
He had thought, at the time, that the violence would stop then, but it hadn't. Those two men had died, sure, because he was afraid and pulled the trigger, but others have suffered at his hands too. First Jason, then Mettaton... All the result of a knee-jerk fear response that he needs to learn how to control.]
It doesn't change what I did.