[ even when he tries to remain unaffected, he turns into something else. Thor reaches for him and his insides swell, there's a roar in his ears and his heart reaches his throat. the moment lasts for years, stretching across the space between them. Loki's so rigid that he trembles beneath Thor's fingertips. ]
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I didn't ... I—I didn't want to do it ...
[ it hurts. ]
Thor, I messed up.