[ wow that really drives the guilt home. for the first time since this weird connection began, rey's attention is fully on keith. her expression softens, goes slack. she's been pushing him away, just like she was pushing finn and poe away and—
well, poe wasn't necessarily a loss in the same way. but finn and keith could be.
but then there's the literal dark side growling in her ear, telling her to just abandon the situation. she clenches her hand into a fist at her side. ]
I don't know how.
[ her voice is surprisingly low. she's not sure which of them she's talking to. is removing herself from both conversations an option? she doesn't want to have to confront this all at once, not when she's torn right down the middle.
only a moment later does she realize that she has started taking a series of steps back in the only direction that's away from both of them. it's like three steps but she has bodily decided she doesn't want this life. ]
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well, poe wasn't necessarily a loss in the same way. but finn and keith could be.
but then there's the literal dark side growling in her ear, telling her to just abandon the situation. she clenches her hand into a fist at her side. ]
I don't know how.
[ her voice is surprisingly low. she's not sure which of them she's talking to. is removing herself from both conversations an option? she doesn't want to have to confront this all at once, not when she's torn right down the middle.
only a moment later does she realize that she has started taking a series of steps back in the only direction that's away from both of them. it's like three steps but she has bodily decided she doesn't want this life. ]