[ she shakes her head, almost saddened by what he says, but — perhaps because, deep down, he knows better — he moves on in haste before she can properly address it.
has it been hard to trust him? admittedly. but that is fear talking, and she won't let fear control her decisions. for this reason, again and again, she chooses to anyway.
it's amazing that he's blind to it. amazingly stupid.
so she throws her hands out to the side, more tired than she is angry at this point, still frayed from being torn in a million different directions. god, she's just exhausted by her own emotions. being alone was in so many ways easier than this.
she wouldn't trade it, but … ]
Staving off this war has cost me one friend already.
[ rey won't sacrifice another at that altar. not keith. never keith. you need a better schtick, ben. more to the point, she didn't suggest they do this only for the tactical reasons that had inevitably sold him. it was something more personal, more … base. and he's just as blind to that. ]
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has it been hard to trust him? admittedly. but that is fear talking, and she won't let fear control her decisions. for this reason, again and again, she chooses to anyway.
it's amazing that he's blind to it. amazingly stupid.
so she throws her hands out to the side, more tired than she is angry at this point, still frayed from being torn in a million different directions. god, she's just exhausted by her own emotions. being alone was in so many ways easier than this.
she wouldn't trade it, but … ]
Staving off this war has cost me one friend already.
[ rey won't sacrifice another at that altar. not keith. never keith. you need a better schtick, ben. more to the point, she didn't suggest they do this only for the tactical reasons that had inevitably sold him. it was something more personal, more … base. and he's just as blind to that. ]