It sounds like you're spending all your time worrying about Ben and not talking to your other friends. That includes me. I get more than anyone about how terrifying failure is. But if you're trying to do nothing but figure him out, or what he wants, you're going to do exactly what you shouldn't be doing.
[It's hard for Keith to say "you hurt me," but she did at one point. That's part of why this conversation is even happening. If she had just talked to him sooner.
Then again, he's keeping a secret, too. Isn't it hypocritical to tell her one thing, and not the other?
Keith decides he has to get to that. But he's not giving her a reason to get off track. She already failed to acknowledge talking to Poe and Finn. He's not going to let her get by that again.]
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[It's hard for Keith to say "you hurt me," but she did at one point. That's part of why this conversation is even happening. If she had just talked to him sooner.
Then again, he's keeping a secret, too. Isn't it hypocritical to tell her one thing, and not the other?
Keith decides he has to get to that. But he's not giving her a reason to get off track. She already failed to acknowledge talking to Poe and Finn. He's not going to let her get by that again.]