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- ! alastair npc,
- ! event log,
- ana ramir (original),
- aqua (kingdom hearts),
- bolin (legend of korra),
- dipper pines (gravity falls),
- eren jaeger (attack on titan),
- gilgamesh (fate/),
- graham humbert (once upon a time),
- hellboy (hellboy/bprd),
- julius visconti (god eater 2 rage burst),
- keats (folklore),
- ken kaneki (tokyo ghoul),
- kida (atlantis),
- koltira deathweaver (world of warcraft),
- korra (legend of korra),
- lancer (fate/),
- levi (attack on titan),
- marian hawke (dragon age),
- melan blue (brigadoon),
- olivia (fire emblem: awakening),
- pearl (steven universe),
- peridot (steven universe),
- rick sanchez (rick & morty),
- riza hawkeye (fullmetal alchemist),
- saber (fate/),
- sieglinde sullivan (black butler),
- sion astal (legend of legendary heroes),
- steven quartz universe (steven universe)
PLAYER EVENT ★ HELIOLOGY
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INTRODUCTION. It's difficult to tell time without the presence of a sun or moon. There are no stars. The world is in constant blackness, the heavens barely visible from below and the only light artificial. It's been like this for months. Get your shit and go look at the sky. Now's the time. If you need me, I'm around.It's time to get to work. OBSERVATION. Find the highest point you can and point the telescopes at the sky. Should be easy, right? |
2.2
[ Which is why you’re adventurous, evidently. Corruption was something he didn’t go into details with, but he meant anything from something sexual, to something moral, to something emotional— all of the above and then some. Gintoki huffs out a flustered breath, completely turning away to hide the red that made itself more prominent in his cheeks and spreading all the way to his ears.
He’s pushing you away, Olivia, but you are more than welcome to continue to struggle for his affections that he had concealed with much effort seeing as he felt something for her too.
After all, he has done his part and he isn’t going to break his promises.
Especially if it meant to protect another person. ]
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she had hoped, though she hadn't dared to do so loud enough that her own mind had heard it, but she'd hoped for some kind of favorable response. something, anything, even something tiny that wouldn't automatically dissuade her, or put a stop to these feelings that she knew, simultaneously, were happening far too quickly yet stalling too much to be painless. a nod, perhaps, or even a gentle acquiescence. she didn't need the feelings to be returned, especially not when she's still struggling to define them herself, but just something to tell her it was okay. it's okay to feel what she feels and, maybe, it's even okay to let them grow. she would have been happy with that. she would have been thrilled to simply admire him from a distance, and stay quiet about it for as long as it lasts. so long as it was okay.
she never actually thought it wouldn't be.
i'll only corrupt you, he says. looking away from her, as if he were ashamed, as if the brush of their lips wasn't supposed to happen, but the tingling on her skin tells her it had, it was real, and whatever it is he's keeping back — that's real too.
isn't it?
but just because something is real, doesn't mean it should be pursued.
i'll only corrupt you. corrupt her? is she so pure? he must think so, but she knows better. she is nothing — just a dancer, a nobody. not untouchable, not a deity, just a human. painfully, pitifully human, if only because she can only ever wonder at her rotten luck. ]
Don't think I don't know what you're doing—
[ she isn't quite like him, able to read people so naturally, so easily. but she can still read them, and try as he might to close himself off to her— she's seen enough.
his heart isn't quite so far from the surface as he'd like to believe.
in a way, it's touching. even if it is incredibly disappointing. if he means to do this for her... then isn't it the least she could do to let him? ]
...thanks.
[ and despite the heaviness of her words, the way it weighs on her shoulders like a failure, like a loss — she is thankful. grateful that he would care enough to protect her even from herself.
(if he hadn't stopped her now, who knows how far she would have fallen? there's no getting up from that kind of height.)
she'll stand now, busying her hands with the motions of fixing her coat, taking up her basket. she presses her tingling lips into a firm line, it even almost looks like a smile. ]
I think I heard your telescope beeping earlier. Maybe it found something special.
[ and on that hopeful note, she'll take her leave. ]
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He doesn't regret what he has done and said— though he thinks it probably was better if he hadn't kissed her. Too late for that; the tip of his tongue traces through the line of his lips, catching any remnants of her as she turns to leave, saying absolutely nothing to her.
She's out of ear shot, but he still says to himself as he puts his attention back on the telescope. ]
I did find something special.
[ He adjusts the telescope and takes another peek in it. ]
—I just wish you would believe it.