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Pearl "the Hot One" ([personal profile] beyourrock) wrote in [community profile] epidemiology2016-02-05 11:58 am

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CHARACTERS: Pearl [personal profile] beyourrock & Gilgamesh [personal profile] babbylon

DATE: Feb 5th, evening

WARNINGS: Slight gore imagery!

SUMMARY: Gilgamesh comes by to check in on his master after she's had some deadly encounters with demons and chimeras.

[Pearl found herself in the communial kitchen in the goblin portion of Chantes. She felt as tgough she should busy herself. Her hands especially. So what better way to do that than to bake? She had been at it for nearly the whole day. Goblins, both young and old came by to check in on the Gem, but they only left with a pie or two in hand, Pearl still working away inside. Other pies at the ready and fresh along the counter.

Baking was something she could focus on. Baking and all of this moving and packing madness in which ALASTAIR expected of them within a few days' time. She works on pouring out some filling for two pies in particular. Apple flavored this time around. The filling oozes out of the bowl and into one of the pie crust pans. Again, her mind wanders.

She had no choice. She had to act. She had to stain her hands with blood. Killing living creatures. Blood had stained her hands. Her gem. How the life from the creature's eyes just faded away. Choking gasps. Blood curdling cries as they fell to the ground. She stares blankly ahead of herself, and only when her vision became blurry did she realize that the apple filling was overflowing from her pie.

Pearl inhales sharply, furrowing her brow as the filling had gotten all over the counter. Softly cursing to herself, she blinks away tears from the corner of her eyes as she sets the bowl down. Hastily, she tries to clean up what she can, trying to even out the filling inside the pan.]


Dear stars, look at yourself...!

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-06 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[As Master and Servant, Gilgamesh sees what Pearl sees. Gilgamesh hears what Pearl hears and, to an extent, feels what Pearl feels. There's no hiding it from him; he knows she's very deeply troubled by what she's been forced to do recently. And while he's given her space to herself, at some point he realizes it's necessary to intervene. She will worry herself sick at this rate, fall prey to her own nightmares, and Gilgamesh will not allow it.

A familiar ball of light circles in the area, zooming past shelves and dishes until it settles right in front of Pearl's nose. It manifests not moments later, with Gilgamesh floating upside down, wearing a soft smile. It all looks a little silly, which was intended; he's trying to make her laugh, or at least lighten up a bit.]


So this is where you ran off to.

[Gilgamesh glances around at the pies, and offers with a chipper grin:]

For me, right? How thoughtful of you.

[Not that he really ate much these days. But pies? Gilgamesh didn't even know she could cook at all.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-06 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Rather than settle down like a normal person, Gilgamesh just seats himself on the edge of the counter instead. He looks at her intensely and doesn't seem to buy that casual brushing off. She's clearly bothered and clearly trying to hide it, but... was it really his place to point that out?

Well, he does need to say something. Pearl would never abandon him in this state, nor would he abandon her. It's a matter of equal exchange.]


How long have you been in here, exactly?

[Maybe he should start there. He suspects hours, of course. She would be the sort to throw herself into a mindless chore like this.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-06 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
And how long have you been crying...?

[Gilgamesh doesn't waste time. There's no point in doing so, and more than that, he knows that Pearl in her right mind would've expected to be treated this way—to be treated with the same scrutiny paid to anyone else. She was not immune from the King's judgment. He would not spare her what needed to be said on account of any hurt feelings, and he would not let her evade the issue forever simply because it was sensitive.

He stares, and continues to stare, with those unnerving and unflinching red eyes of his, and expects an answer.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-06 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
It matters because you are upset.

[That was it. Gilgamesh cuts to the quick of the matter, refuses to be led astray by meaningless phrases like it's said and done and move on. He recognizes they are old said in an effort to sweep everything aside. Pearl does that far too much. He's putting a stop to that now.

Gilgamesh slides off the counter and strides to her side. His touch is innocuous; just a touch on her sleeve, small, easy to ignore. But the expression on his face isn't. Lies won't avail her this time. Gilgamesh knows his Master and therefore knows when he's being denied the truth.]


It matters because, time after time, you disregard yourself in favor of looking after others. But you fail to look after yourself. You fail to show any consideration for your own well-being because you do not seem to think your feelings make any difference. "I'm fine," you say. "Who cares?"

[His grip tightens. So does his frown.]

I care, because I do not and will not serve a Master who so flippantly denies themselves the capacity to feel for themselves.

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-06 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's specifically sentiments like so no one else would have to bother with it that grate on Gilgamesh. In the past he would've given no mind to the movements of his Master; they were separate entities with separate goals and ambitions. But it was Pearl herself who encouraged him to see the bond in a new light, who showed him it could be pleasant and inspiring and good.

And though Gilgamesh was far from a good man, he had begun to emulate some of those traits—because in the end, he admired Pearl, and he came to accept that it was better she was happy with him than otherwise. He could not be a good man, not ever, but he could be a better one, and that was because of Pearl.

Gilgamesh does not look at her. Her stares at that hand, at her fingers, and his frown deepens.]


You know you could come to me. And if it was your wish to weep, I would endure it, so the world would not have to see.

[It seemed to bring her shame, after all. Up he brings that hand, and he dips his forehead to it, uncharacteristically servile.]

If this is what you would prefer to do, that is fine. But at least let me do it with you.

[Baking pies, though... he didn't know a thing about it. She would have to show him that, as well.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-07 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
I would also like to spend the evening with you...!

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-07 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
[...well, that chivalry was nice while it lasted. Gilgamesh clears his throat and goes a little red in the face but otherwise stands his ground; it seems this is something Pearl herself would have to endure, as once Gilgamesh made a decision he never reversed it for any reason. He huffs and puffs and suddenly seems all of a few years old with how stubborn he's being.]

And I know a few things!

[No, he doesn't. He doesn't know one damn thing when it came to the kitchen.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-07 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Gilgamesh would argue his hands don't need to be washed, they're always clean, but goes over to the faucet grumbling to take care of it. Right, eggs, eggs... there they are. He takes them up and breaks them open with a decisive crack...!]

Err...

[...all over the counter. But those two definitely didn't count! He quickly fetches another pair to remedy his mistake.]

There! This time...!

[...

...

All over the counter. Again.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-07 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Look, Servant strength was not an easy thing to rein in. Gilgamesh at least has the courtesy to sort of look embarrassed when caught in the act and does pay more attention now, watching her slighter motions and then mimicking them himself. Thankfully, he manages a crack without a mess. Into the bowl it goes.]

I did say I knew a few things.

[Typical Gilgamesh. He had it all along.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-07 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Are you truly alright? Gilgamesh means to ask her but can't find the right words. The more he watches the more he realizes this really must be her way of handling stress. Launching herself into something productive, and of course for someone else's sake—she couldn't rightly eat all those pies herself. If this was what she wanted...]

Right.

[...this was what he would do for her. With much greater finesse, he manages to spread out the dough as directed. It doesn't escape his notice that she's lingering nearer to him and while he doesn't quite take advantage he will use it as an excuse to stand closer, too. And maybe bumps hips a little, because he can.

Really, he just wants to take her into his arms and kiss her silly, but that will have to wait. Stupid pies.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-07 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Such simple things to keep her happy. It all seemed like a waste of a time to a great King who indulged in every sin and luxury imaginable, who owned every treasure in existence, but Pearl has softened him more than he'd care to admit. He takes the knife and, without a second thought, carves a + G beside the P.

Pearl and Gilgamesh. Actually, he was pretty proud of that much.]


Now it is perfect.

[He smiles at her, for her sake. If she was laughing and beaming like that, maybe it would be alright after all.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-07 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[Gilgmesh reacts like a dog that's been stroked in just the right place, at once peppy and attentive. Anything that earned such a reaction from Pearl was surely a step in the right direction, and anything that garnered words of thanks was to be savored. Although still, he must ask...]

You've truly been at this all day? If you wished for pie, I have plenty.

[And cake, and candy, and plenty of other sweets, too. He puffs up, quite proud of this fact.]

If you cannot enjoy it for yourself, it's a bit useless. Even generosity has its limits.

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-08 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
I am beginning to get the impression you simply enjoy busying yourself with chores.

[Spot on, Gilgamesh. He slips around her on graceful feet—surprisingly so, given his bumbling with even the most basic of kitchen work—and embraces her from behind, arms encircling her waist. His head falls to her shoulder, where he leaves a gentle kiss. Only ever chaste, for his Master's sake.]

But a partner, am I? Hm... I wonder what other sorts of things we could do together.

[...though maybe that was slightly less chaste. He's probably just teasing again.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-08 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
You are a rather odd duck.

[Spoken with the greatest fondness, of course. The bond hums pleasantly as he's touched, and he leans into her in turn. His eyes could be terribly unsettling, terribly wicked, but for now they warm and calm like a candlelight in the dark. Soothing and soft. They will not hurt her, would not even think to.

He's no master chef by far, but he excels at this much. In this much, he can look after her.]


It is because I am comfortable with you. Because you are a Master worthy of envy.

[He unfurls from her, though only for something ostensibly closer: an impromptu dance, right there in the kitchen. He spins her by the hand only to draw her close again; he weaves across the floor, around the counters, humming a tune to nothing in particular. He is elegant, and regal, and fair, a reflection of his Master and of his feelings.]

Because you are loved, by all who see you, such is the decree of this great King.

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-08 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Around and around they go—Pearl may even be pleased to see that Gilgamesh appears to have picked up a few moves from her along the way—until he daringly pins her by one of the counters, hands poised on either side. His expression speaks to mischief even if his words are indeed flatteringly soft. He can't really cause too much trouble in her presence. She cannot make a good man out of him, but she makes a better man, for whatever that means.]

I am glad.

[That they've come so far. That she understands, if not entirely then more than most. She did not buckle before Ea. Not once, but twice did she face it. She held her head high as befit a Crystal Gem and commanded him as befit a true leader. As befit a Master who had shown him they could be kind after all.

Gilgamesh leans in for a kiss to that spot on her cheek where the pretty blue blush always appeared.]


You do her proud, Pearl.

[It is the highest compliment he can think to give her.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-08 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Sometimes Gilgamesh forgets Pearl was every bit as strong as a Servant herself. It makes him proud, too, knowing he had a powerful Master, knowing she wouldn't fall easily to enemy attack. Even if she doubted herself, even if she would always worry simply because it would always be in her nature, she rose time after time with sword in hand. She faced tomorrow bearing those regrets on her back. He could ask for no more from his Master.

And how strange, too, given that once upon a time he asked for chaos, and discord, and an end to the world, alongside the man who held his reins. He discards that memory, holds Pearl close and thinks nothing more of it.]


You did nothing wrong, you know.

[Perhaps those were the words she needed to hear most of all. The reassurance that she had acted appropriately, no matter her own fears.]

Pearl, you did nothing wrong.

[He just repeats himself, out loud, as well as in her thoughts. Lets it sink in as far as it will go, as far as he can reach.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-09 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
[This was what she needed. This was what she was hiding. Gilgamesh was no comforter; he can't know if he's done much good here or only made it worse. His hands were for hurting, for breaking, not for helping. Even so, he doesn't hesitate in holding her. She had strength enough to rival any man, rival ten of them, but her heart was soft. Too soft. It does not bring him shame so much as cause for worry that someday it will be the death of her.]

You cannot help how you were made. You are compassionate and you are kind. If I told you a thousand times, "look after yourself", I know you would be chasing after another's back instead. It is not a bad thing, to watch out for your comrades, to dedicate yourself in such a way.

[But it could be dangerous and downright fatal when applied to an extreme. He nudges their faces together, forehead to gem, and sighs.]

Yet assuming the blame for what's inevitable and unavoidable... that I cannot allow. You are a Gem, Pearl. Be proud and be confident in what you do.

[With that deeper understanding he exposed to few, he tells her:]

You must remember that death comes for everything in the end. That too is part of the balance we protect, as those who guard humanity.

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-09 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
You know the truth. You know what I am.

[Good, bad. Those sorts of phrases didn't apply to Gilgamesh. He was beyond that. He was, in his own way, very much like a Crystal Gem, made with a set purpose and driven to fulfill that purpose at any cost. He'd also betrayed the clockwork order, just as Pearl had, to follow his own dreams and pursue his own destiny at the side of his beloved.

So Gilgamesh does not speak of those things. Doesn't try to argue that he's supportive or why it's so surprising that he would serve her. They didn't matter. He cherished his bond with his Master and would fight by her side. He would remain himself, spurn the gods, and make his own choices.

He would be as he's always been. Just plus one Gem.]


But... as for you...

[Gilgamesh takes up the hand beside his face, draws each finger to his lips—kiss, kiss, kiss to every knuckle. An intimate display for something so chastely simple.]

I will be here for you, so long as you bear those Seals; and so I will remain, long after you are gone. I will watch over them until the end of time, until humanity moves beyond the stars and no longer has need for such a guardian. That is the true nature of the King of Heroes, as few would ever know.

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-09 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Gilgamesh questions that sudden spark of hesitation, but at once understands what has her so anxious. It was less the intent to push her away and more the presumption that he would no longer be wanted and needed, but in the end... it seems that's how she felt herself. Then it was true, that she stopped seeing him as a mistake and started seeing him as a partner. They'd finally bridged that gap, made it over that barrier.

There's warmth enough within him to sate the both of them. A pair of fingers on his free hand slips beneath her chin and tips it back, just a little, just enough. He slides comfortably nose-to-nose with her and restates:]


When the Seals do give way, I hope you'll allow me to chase after you still, because I am quite taken with you.

[As if I'd let go so easily, his thoughts chide her. As if you could escape me.]

I will eagerly await the day you stop and let me catch you, so that I might shower you with all the affections of a King.

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-09 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, dear. This appears to be escalating. Gilgamesh was never all that adept when it came to restraint, and so the words it looks like you have me where you want me send his imagination flying about a thousand different directions, very few of which are appropriate for a kitchen.

However, Pearl was a noble creature, much like Saber herself. She wouldn't respond to any undue roughness, would slip away if he pushed too far, too fast, so Gilgamesh bites the sharpness back in his tongue before it can get away from him and simply says:]


I would be inclined to agree.

[And he kisses at the corner of her mouth, though his eyes remain very open and very vivid. They dare her to protest.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-09 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[How cute that she'd take it upon herself to "correct" him. Gilgamesh grins into it before he can stop himself, and while he's no easily embarrassed damsel a bit of color appears on his cheeks now, too. He kisses back, of course, lets himself be maneuvered about; not only that, he kisses deeper, as befits a King of Heroes. It is not at all chaste. That's why it only lasts a few moments, before she can go skittering away. He knows his Master too well.

Gilgamesh pulls back looking pleased as could be. His fingers frame her face like it is the prettiest thing he's even seen.]


Shall I wait back in your quarters, Master...?

[If she was going throw herself back into this piemaking business, he means. It was obvious they'd have a great deal more to discuss once she's done, but he'll only get in the way here. And the more time he spends in this sort of embrace the more he's tempted towards the sort of distraction another party would not want to walk in on.

He's not quite sure why, but Gilgamesh feels he's achieved some great victory. It's a good feeling.]

[personal profile] babbylon 2016-02-09 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Always fastidious, always just so. Gilgamesh smiles to see the precise behavior, even in this much, and lets Pearl act as he pleases. She's had enough excitement for one evening; Gilgamesh wants more than she's given, as he would always want more, but she would need time to acclimate to this next stage of their relationship. As before, he will wait patiently. He knows she will come to him soon enough.]

I will see you there.

[Gilgamesh can feel it over their bond. She is well again. She is herself again. And to think this is what it took... well, he'd tease for for it later. For now, he'll grant her that reprieve. He idly brushes a few strands of pretty pink hair into place and leaves Pearl with an enchanting grin of his own thrown over his shoulder.]

And I promise, tonight, I will have plenty to tell.

[He leaves as he came, as that bright sphere of golden light.]