Pearl "the Hot One" (
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CHARACTERS: Pearl
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DATE: Feb 5th, evening
WARNINGS: Slight gore imagery!
SUMMARY: Gilgamesh comes by to check in on his master after she's had some deadly encounters with demons and chimeras.
[Pearl found herself in the communial kitchen in the goblin portion of Chantes. She felt as tgough she should busy herself. Her hands especially. So what better way to do that than to bake? She had been at it for nearly the whole day. Goblins, both young and old came by to check in on the Gem, but they only left with a pie or two in hand, Pearl still working away inside. Other pies at the ready and fresh along the counter.
Baking was something she could focus on. Baking and all of this moving and packing madness in which ALASTAIR expected of them within a few days' time. She works on pouring out some filling for two pies in particular. Apple flavored this time around. The filling oozes out of the bowl and into one of the pie crust pans. Again, her mind wanders.
She had no choice. She had to act. She had to stain her hands with blood. Killing living creatures. Blood had stained her hands. Her gem. How the life from the creature's eyes just faded away. Choking gasps. Blood curdling cries as they fell to the ground. She stares blankly ahead of herself, and only when her vision became blurry did she realize that the apple filling was overflowing from her pie.
Pearl inhales sharply, furrowing her brow as the filling had gotten all over the counter. Softly cursing to herself, she blinks away tears from the corner of her eyes as she sets the bowl down. Hastily, she tries to clean up what she can, trying to even out the filling inside the pan.]
Dear stars, look at yourself...!
DATE: Feb 5th, evening
WARNINGS: Slight gore imagery!
SUMMARY: Gilgamesh comes by to check in on his master after she's had some deadly encounters with demons and chimeras.
[Pearl found herself in the communial kitchen in the goblin portion of Chantes. She felt as tgough she should busy herself. Her hands especially. So what better way to do that than to bake? She had been at it for nearly the whole day. Goblins, both young and old came by to check in on the Gem, but they only left with a pie or two in hand, Pearl still working away inside. Other pies at the ready and fresh along the counter.
Baking was something she could focus on. Baking and all of this moving and packing madness in which ALASTAIR expected of them within a few days' time. She works on pouring out some filling for two pies in particular. Apple flavored this time around. The filling oozes out of the bowl and into one of the pie crust pans. Again, her mind wanders.
She had no choice. She had to act. She had to stain her hands with blood. Killing living creatures. Blood had stained her hands. Her gem. How the life from the creature's eyes just faded away. Choking gasps. Blood curdling cries as they fell to the ground. She stares blankly ahead of herself, and only when her vision became blurry did she realize that the apple filling was overflowing from her pie.
Pearl inhales sharply, furrowing her brow as the filling had gotten all over the counter. Softly cursing to herself, she blinks away tears from the corner of her eyes as she sets the bowl down. Hastily, she tries to clean up what she can, trying to even out the filling inside the pan.]
Dear stars, look at yourself...!

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A familiar ball of light circles in the area, zooming past shelves and dishes until it settles right in front of Pearl's nose. It manifests not moments later, with Gilgamesh floating upside down, wearing a soft smile. It all looks a little silly, which was intended; he's trying to make her laugh, or at least lighten up a bit.]
So this is where you ran off to.
[Gilgamesh glances around at the pies, and offers with a chipper grin:]
For me, right? How thoughtful of you.
[Not that he really ate much these days. But pies? Gilgamesh didn't even know she could cook at all.]
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Gilgamesh! Away from the pie filling! We don't need your hair in it, hanging upside down like that!
[It's more of a motherly scolding tone than anything else. She soon gestures to the pies over her shoulder, almost dismissively before she starts to fill up the second pie.]
Have one, or a few, if you'd like. I've been handing them out to anyone who comes by.
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Well, he does need to say something. Pearl would never abandon him in this state, nor would he abandon her. It's a matter of equal exchange.]
How long have you been in here, exactly?
[Maybe he should start there. He suspects hours, of course. She would be the sort to throw herself into a mindless chore like this.]
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Since this morning.
[The Gem states rather casually, as if talking about the weather. And as she speaks she makes small vent holes in the pie tops before she moves to slip both pies into an open oven. The kitchen was already filled with the smell of peaches from her other currenly baking batch of pies.]
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[Gilgamesh doesn't waste time. There's no point in doing so, and more than that, he knows that Pearl in her right mind would've expected to be treated this way—to be treated with the same scrutiny paid to anyone else. She was not immune from the King's judgment. He would not spare her what needed to be said on account of any hurt feelings, and he would not let her evade the issue forever simply because it was sensitive.
He stares, and continues to stare, with those unnerving and unflinching red eyes of his, and expects an answer.]
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Why should that matter? It's all said and done. [She knows exactly what he's really asking about. He can probably gather what she went through. The choices she had to make. To act. To survive.]
All we can do is move on. [Pearl rubs at her eyes with the back of her wrist. She wants to forget. She wants to move on, but the images still haunt her. What would the other Crystal Gems think? What would she think? They were supposed to rally behind living creatures. Not... kill them.
But what was the point in recollecting thise experiences? She couldn't undo them. She couldn't go back in time and stop it. So, baking pies was the next answer. To keep her mind busy. Hands working.]
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[That was it. Gilgamesh cuts to the quick of the matter, refuses to be led astray by meaningless phrases like it's said and done and move on. He recognizes they are old said in an effort to sweep everything aside. Pearl does that far too much. He's putting a stop to that now.
Gilgamesh slides off the counter and strides to her side. His touch is innocuous; just a touch on her sleeve, small, easy to ignore. But the expression on his face isn't. Lies won't avail her this time. Gilgamesh knows his Master and therefore knows when he's being denied the truth.]
It matters because, time after time, you disregard yourself in favor of looking after others. But you fail to look after yourself. You fail to show any consideration for your own well-being because you do not seem to think your feelings make any difference. "I'm fine," you say. "Who cares?"
[His grip tightens. So does his frown.]
I care, because I do not and will not serve a Master who so flippantly denies themselves the capacity to feel for themselves.
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Never really about herself. The Gem saw herself as support. Always was!
To be put in the spotlight like this, with just one person in the room... It wasn't like it was a new experience just. Rare. When she did get emotional, she knew she'd snap. That's why she'd seclude herself away with her own thoughts, lick her own wounds and the like. So no one else would have to bother with it.
Pearl glances down at his hand, furrowing her brow with a weak smile. She... finally answers his question, truthfully.]
It's been... on and off. [She sniffles a little with a shrug.] The crying and all. I just needed to get my mind off it. The room was cleaned as much as it could be back at the inn so. I decided to come in and... bake some pies.
[It all sounded rather silly when she says it like that.]
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And though Gilgamesh was far from a good man, he had begun to emulate some of those traits—because in the end, he admired Pearl, and he came to accept that it was better she was happy with him than otherwise. He could not be a good man, not ever, but he could be a better one, and that was because of Pearl.
Gilgamesh does not look at her. Her stares at that hand, at her fingers, and his frown deepens.]
You know you could come to me. And if it was your wish to weep, I would endure it, so the world would not have to see.
[It seemed to bring her shame, after all. Up he brings that hand, and he dips his forehead to it, uncharacteristically servile.]
If this is what you would prefer to do, that is fine. But at least let me do it with you.
[Baking pies, though... he didn't know a thing about it. She would have to show him that, as well.]
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I wouldn't wish for you to endure it. [A small weak laugh escapes her, before her gaze falls down to him. How he presents himself now. Being mindful. Showing a level of chivalry towards her. It was endearing. She reaches her other hand down to place her fingers under his chin, to ease his head back from her other hand. A brighter smile takes center stage. Genuine.]
You'd like to bake with me? [Her gaze falls to some ingredients nearby.] Does a king like yourself know how to bake?
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And I know a few things!
[No, he doesn't. He doesn't know one damn thing when it came to the kitchen.]
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Alright then, once you get your hands washed, could you crack those two eggs for me and mix them with the dry ingredients already in the bowl?
[She moves past him to kneel down and extract two pies from a nearby oven.]
And be careful, we don't want any shell pieces in it.
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Err...
[...all over the counter. But those two definitely didn't count! He quickly fetches another pair to remedy his mistake.]
There! This time...!
[...
...
All over the counter. Again.]
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She stands beside him and wipes up the counter with a cloth. She takes up two more eggs, and hands one gently to Gilgamesh before she holds up the other.]
You have to be precise. [Pearl gestures to her egg before she gently taps it on the side of the bowl. After a few taps, it cracks along the center and she pulls it apart to let the egg seep out and slide into the bowl. No shell pieces either. She tosses the shell.]
Now you try.
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I did say I knew a few things.
[Typical Gilgamesh. He had it all along.]
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[She grins though, nudging his side. She takes out a pan and starts mixing the ingredients in the bowl together. She mixes up the batter. But, maybe a little too fast as some batter flies out, latching itself to her cheek. She huffs, but shakes her head as she gets the dough for the crust mixed. She pulls apart the dough in half and places one into a pie tin.]
Next we'll need to cover the bottom of the pie tin with the crust. I'll let you handle that.
[And she yanks over the last bit of pie filling, just enough for this last pie of theirs. Pearl smiles, finding herself standing closer than usual to her Servant. After everything that's happened, she felt more at ease with his company. A little needy, maybe. This was more than she could ask for from him.]
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Right.
[...this was what he would do for her. With much greater finesse, he manages to spread out the dough as directed. It doesn't escape his notice that she's lingering nearer to him and while he doesn't quite take advantage he will use it as an excuse to stand closer, too. And maybe bumps hips a little, because he can.
Really, he just wants to take her into his arms and kiss her silly, but that will have to wait. Stupid pies.]
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After flattening out the last of the dough, she covers the filling with it. Carefully she carves a small "P" into the pie, for venting, but hands Gilgamesh the small knife, gesturing to the pie.]
Now you leave your mark. [She says, grinning with a small chuckle. But she means it. Something which they made. Together. It was moments like this she missed from back home. Companionship. Being able to feel like she could do as she pleased. To have fun, and have someone to share that with.]
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Pearl and Gilgamesh. Actually, he was pretty proud of that much.]
Now it is perfect.
[He smiles at her, for her sake. If she was laughing and beaming like that, maybe it would be alright after all.]
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Thank you. [She says barelyabove a whisper before she turns to kneel down and place it into the oven. She's rather pucky, making sure this one is in the middle if the rack and. Just perfect. Once satisfied, she closes the oven and dusts her hands off.]
Good work, if I do say so myself!
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You've truly been at this all day? If you wished for pie, I have plenty.
[And cake, and candy, and plenty of other sweets, too. He puffs up, quite proud of this fact.]
If you cannot enjoy it for yourself, it's a bit useless. Even generosity has its limits.
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Actually, I don't eat or drink. I like the process of creating pies, and I used to make them back home every once in a while.
[She pulls her head through the loop of the apron and slips it onto a nearby rack on the wall.]
There's plenty of people here who would love to eat the pies! The process of pie making seems to calm me down but, ah... [Pearl faces him, smiling with her hands folded behind her back. Shifting her weight on her feet.]
It's nice to have a cooking partner every once in a while.
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[Spot on, Gilgamesh. He slips around her on graceful feet—surprisingly so, given his bumbling with even the most basic of kitchen work—and embraces her from behind, arms encircling her waist. His head falls to her shoulder, where he leaves a gentle kiss. Only ever chaste, for his Master's sake.]
But a partner, am I? Hm... I wonder what other sorts of things we could do together.
[...though maybe that was slightly less chaste. He's probably just teasing again.]
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[Pearl perks up, looking fown to see the arms looping around her middle. Her pale hands lift upward, resting over his, feeling the grooves of his knuckles, light and feathery touches. She leans back in his hold and rests the side of her head against his with a small chuckle.]
Getting a little bold, aren't we? [A finger lightly prods his nose out of playfully and a grin accompanying it, despite the blush on her cheeks.] You've been acting different as of late. Laid back, casual... It's endearing.
[It certainly calms her down.]
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[Spoken with the greatest fondness, of course. The bond hums pleasantly as he's touched, and he leans into her in turn. His eyes could be terribly unsettling, terribly wicked, but for now they warm and calm like a candlelight in the dark. Soothing and soft. They will not hurt her, would not even think to.
He's no master chef by far, but he excels at this much. In this much, he can look after her.]
It is because I am comfortable with you. Because you are a Master worthy of envy.
[He unfurls from her, though only for something ostensibly closer: an impromptu dance, right there in the kitchen. He spins her by the hand only to draw her close again; he weaves across the floor, around the counters, humming a tune to nothing in particular. He is elegant, and regal, and fair, a reflection of his Master and of his feelings.]
Because you are loved, by all who see you, such is the decree of this great King.
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[She swats at his hands in retaliation, but is taken aback as she's pulled into an impromptu dance. her body is quick to react, flowing her movements with his own as if it were second nature. He knew how to lead. Well, of course he does. Pearl spins with a surprised look, before it melts into a pleased smile, her sash flourishing behind her as she's spun and drawn back in close again.
Her strides match him in each timed step. She rests her hand on his shoulder as they glide across the room. A small roll of her eyes pass. They were really dancing, in the kitchen. But she couldn't say no to a dance.]
There you go, yet again, with your flattery. You think too highly of me. [She glances to the hand on his shoulder, seeing the red brand contrasting against her pale skin.]
I'm comfortable with you as well, Gilgamesh. I feel like I can say anything to you, and you'll respond accordingly. Not just to please me but... you speak of what you truly feel. I feel like I can really rely on you. I apologize for not coming to see you after the events that transpired with the demons.
[A pause.]
I do like this alternative.
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I am glad.
[That they've come so far. That she understands, if not entirely then more than most. She did not buckle before Ea. Not once, but twice did she face it. She held her head high as befit a Crystal Gem and commanded him as befit a true leader. As befit a Master who had shown him they could be kind after all.
Gilgamesh leans in for a kiss to that spot on her cheek where the pretty blue blush always appeared.]
You do her proud, Pearl.
[It is the highest compliment he can think to give her.]
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And when he leans in, she almost braces herself. There it was. A soft kiss to her already warm blue cheek. The compliment that follows causes her to pause.
You do her proud.
Her lips tremble, brows knitted together. Would she be? Gilgamesh sounded so sure but... Her hands reach up, under his arms, hands clutching his back, to pull him into an embrace. Her head buries almost childishly into the nape of his neck, cheeks warm against it as she mumbles.]
Thank you. And.. you do me proud as well, Gilgamesh. We've come a long ways since we met.
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And how strange, too, given that once upon a time he asked for chaos, and discord, and an end to the world, alongside the man who held his reins. He discards that memory, holds Pearl close and thinks nothing more of it.]
You did nothing wrong, you know.
[Perhaps those were the words she needed to hear most of all. The reassurance that she had acted appropriately, no matter her own fears.]
Pearl, you did nothing wrong.
[He just repeats himself, out loud, as well as in her thoughts. Lets it sink in as far as it will go, as far as he can reach.]
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She did nothing wrong. He was right. She did it out of self defense. It was nescessary! But guilt still eased it's way into her mind. She was a guardian of Earth. Someone who cherished all life. That's what Rose did. And thus, that was what Pearl did as well. And yet, she still found blood under her fingernails after trying do hard to wash it out.
Meekly, she nods, letting her shoulders slump, leaning into his hold.]
I know... And I know it may happen again. [She pulls back just enough to look him in the eye.]
To protect myself. To protect others. My friends and you.
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You cannot help how you were made. You are compassionate and you are kind. If I told you a thousand times, "look after yourself", I know you would be chasing after another's back instead. It is not a bad thing, to watch out for your comrades, to dedicate yourself in such a way.
[But it could be dangerous and downright fatal when applied to an extreme. He nudges their faces together, forehead to gem, and sighs.]
Yet assuming the blame for what's inevitable and unavoidable... that I cannot allow. You are a Gem, Pearl. Be proud and be confident in what you do.
[With that deeper understanding he exposed to few, he tells her:]
You must remember that death comes for everything in the end. That too is part of the balance we protect, as those who guard humanity.
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There was no telling when they could disappear from her life forever.
The Gem opens her mouth to speak, but looks up to see those red eyes so close to her own, her cool gem against his warm forehead. The unexpected. It was something she tried to prepare for, but this recent turn of events took her by surprise entirely. Actions she took even surprised her. But like Gilgamesh had said before they parted ways. She had to act. And she did, in split second decisions. Usually ending with blood on her hands.
She offers him a small smile though, through all the hardship that fell over her. He knew what to say. He knew what to do, to make her feel at ease. Her fingers loosen in his jacket's fabric.]
You're not so bad yourself, you know. You've been supportive this whole time and... [She laughs, leaning her head even closer as she bumps her trademark nose against his.] Everyone is so surprised.
[Lifting her branded hand into view, she emphasizes what she means. Pearl. The Master of Gilgamesh. A bizarre combination. But that hand comes to rest on the side of his face, blue eyes searching, fingers lingering on his jawline.]
You have helped me in so many ways, Gilgamesh. I can never repay you for all you've done. I mean, yes we've had a few road bumps but. I mean-- Look at us! How far we've come in just a few months...
[She trails off, looking down at the two of them. How close they were. Comfortable. At ease. At least, that's how the Gem felt anyways.]
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[Good, bad. Those sorts of phrases didn't apply to Gilgamesh. He was beyond that. He was, in his own way, very much like a Crystal Gem, made with a set purpose and driven to fulfill that purpose at any cost. He'd also betrayed the clockwork order, just as Pearl had, to follow his own dreams and pursue his own destiny at the side of his beloved.
So Gilgamesh does not speak of those things. Doesn't try to argue that he's supportive or why it's so surprising that he would serve her. They didn't matter. He cherished his bond with his Master and would fight by her side. He would remain himself, spurn the gods, and make his own choices.
He would be as he's always been. Just plus one Gem.]
But... as for you...
[Gilgamesh takes up the hand beside his face, draws each finger to his lips—kiss, kiss, kiss to every knuckle. An intimate display for something so chastely simple.]
I will be here for you, so long as you bear those Seals; and so I will remain, long after you are gone. I will watch over them until the end of time, until humanity moves beyond the stars and no longer has need for such a guardian. That is the true nature of the King of Heroes, as few would ever know.
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No. She only had two Seals left. I will be here for you as you bear those Seals... After that? Well.
Brows furrow, framing her gem as it glows gently. Dim and soft. Unease seeps into their bond from Pearl's end. But she tries her best to brush it off, smiling up at him again.]
O-Of course, I would expect no less from the King of Heroes! [Her smile brightens, the blush on her cheeks growing faint now, her fingers curling around his, with a it of a desperate edge to her soft hold.]
And when the Seals do give way... I do hope you'll find someone to keep you stable in turn.
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There's warmth enough within him to sate the both of them. A pair of fingers on his free hand slips beneath her chin and tips it back, just a little, just enough. He slides comfortably nose-to-nose with her and restates:]
When the Seals do give way, I hope you'll allow me to chase after you still, because I am quite taken with you.
[As if I'd let go so easily, his thoughts chide her. As if you could escape me.]
I will eagerly await the day you stop and let me catch you, so that I might shower you with all the affections of a King.
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I didn't think I was running from you. [She says softly, her pale blue eyes scanning his face.] Besides, it looks like you have me where you want me.
Then again, the chase is always better than the catch, is it not?
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However, Pearl was a noble creature, much like Saber herself. She wouldn't respond to any undue roughness, would slip away if he pushed too far, too fast, so Gilgamesh bites the sharpness back in his tongue before it can get away from him and simply says:]
I would be inclined to agree.
[And he kisses at the corner of her mouth, though his eyes remain very open and very vivid. They dare her to protest.]
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She meets his daring red eyes with her own before she wraps an arm around his waist. Mindful of the counters around them, she dips him back and leans in for a small kiss. Similar to what she had seen with Greg and Rose in the past. Sans the step stool thankfully. This was much easier.
The kiss is chaste and fond as the Gem holds the King of Heroes, her eyes closed.]
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Gilgamesh pulls back looking pleased as could be. His fingers frame her face like it is the prettiest thing he's even seen.]
Shall I wait back in your quarters, Master...?
[If she was going throw herself back into this piemaking business, he means. It was obvious they'd have a great deal more to discuss once she's done, but he'll only get in the way here. And the more time he spends in this sort of embrace the more he's tempted towards the sort of distraction another party would not want to walk in on.
He's not quite sure why, but Gilgamesh feels he's achieved some great victory. It's a good feeling.]
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She corrects the lapels of his jacket, dusting off non-exsistant dirt from his shoulders before straightening up herself. She smooths her hair back, her cheeks still a bright blue. A smile cracks its way into view on her face, folding her hands behind her back with a small shrug of her shoulders. She looks back at the ovens.]
I have a few more pies to wait for. I should be by in about twenty minutes or so, if you don't mind.
[Her spirit seems to be rejuvenated as she looks back at him, verging on a grin.]
We can exchange more stories if you'd like.
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I will see you there.
[Gilgamesh can feel it over their bond. She is well again. She is herself again. And to think this is what it took... well, he'd tease for for it later. For now, he'll grant her that reprieve. He idly brushes a few strands of pretty pink hair into place and leaves Pearl with an enchanting grin of his own thrown over his shoulder.]
And I promise, tonight, I will have plenty to tell.
[He leaves as he came, as that bright sphere of golden light.]