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- lalli hotakainen (ssss),
- levi (attack on titan),
- lief (deltora quest),
- loki (marvel comics),
- malia tate (teen wolf),
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- riza hawkeye (fullmetal alchemist),
- robbie reyes (marvel comics),
- sakura kinomoto (cardcaptor sakura),
- sieglinde sullivan (black butler),
- steven quartz universe (steven universe),
- tony (toward the terra),
- ushahin dreamspinner (the sundering)
OPEN ★ ARRIVAL LOG
ARRIVALS ( OCT 2 ) ![]() You're thrown into darkness. You taste copper and, for a moment, your ears won't stop ringing. All common side-effects of portal travel. The entire crew arrives just beyond the city gates, so you might also be feeling a little bit claustrophobic. We appreciate your help at Anwick. The wyrmlings will live to grow up and bring about the world's natural end. Thank you. Afterwards, the crew will be given an abridged version of this, then told to familiarize themselves with the city and natives, report all information gathered back to ALASTAIR, and wait for further instruction. |
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change was what he was, and what he strived to be. there was a whole lot of things in there about "new starts" and "unexpected endings," but he knew what stories were. little bits of lies that you told yourself, expectations that mounted upon you, and fate that decided that you were its plaything.
he knew all of those things, and he wasn't one to be used. ]
Fate is a curious thing. Do you believe in it?
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She could have been born "normal"- would her mother have given up those mad dreams and simply raised her if she had? Would she have been abandoned? Or was it fate, to become the Green Witch- whether that was even something real she wanted to claim at all any longer?
Sieglinde stared down at her reflection in the beer for a moment, pensive, before she raised her gaze to Loki, searching his face for something.]
.... In some ways. For those things we cannot control.
[The fate of one's birth. One's natural abilities. One's circumstance.
There were things in which she firmly believe one possessed choice... But It was a bit too painful to cease believing in it altogether.]
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he never liked being told what to be. ]
Do you believe we should have a say in what we'll become?
[ he won't go further. he won't say anything about what happened that day in Asgardia's dungeons, but this is important. there's a flicker of something over his usual whimsical expression, something that doesn't seem to fit just right. ]
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She finds something indeed when she searches his face, and observing it straightens up herself, her expression of curiosity melting away slowly. Here she was worried about her own circumstances... But she wasn't the only one. Every one here had a story... Some perhaps similar to hers. Some far more carefree, some far more painful.
But what of "Loki"?
She might cling to a bit of selfish belief in fate to ease her mind, but after all she's been through there's no doubt what Sieglinde believed was the answer to his question.]
Yes.
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far too long had he been told that fate was the "natural order" and "the true end to a story," and too long had the concept tried to fit him into some deformed box. he knew that it was just a clever lie to cover up the truth, but most things claiming to be that of a "natural order" were. it was a form of manipulation, an easy out to make others feel like they were less powerful than they were.
he had to wonder if ALASTAIR was the same—and if they were? the plan was brilliant. ]
The definition of our mission is to strip this world of that choice.
[ maybe he was wrong, but the words bubbled in his stomach and came out his lips. his own freedom wasn't something that he could brush off and ignore. it hit a nerve that was still too raw. ]
Just like we did in Anwick.
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Wasn't that not wrong, in and of itself? Wanting to live?
Philosophy is not a strong suit of hers, and her brow furrows with intense thought, the scenarios she lets play through her head. Villagers in Anwick could have slaughtered the rest of the dragon's clutch... And they wouldn't have been wrong to, necessarily- they were simply thinking of their own survival. But didn't those same dragons have the right to survive? Not having seen truly the nature of their kind, capacity for intelligence or behavior... She couldn't say.]
Do you think they were lying... When they said peace is their objective?
[She couldn't say if that was right or wrong either- was forcing peace on people wrong if it wasn't what they wanted? But- who would want fighting?]
If the sun doesn't rise soon... Plant life will die... Then all other life as well, regardless of their nature...
[Human or goblin, it wouldn't matter.]
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[ Loki says easily, rolling his head over his shoulder. ]
Most likely not. Not directly, anyway. Lies are funny that way, they always need have a context. Whose peace will it be? What's deemed the greater peace, or their own peace? And those in this world—[ he waves his free hand outward. ]—what about their choices?
If we were to call it a lie, it'd be a lie by omission, and we're meddlers with important titles. [ it wasn't like he hadn't meddled before. it was his middle name. he never really felt bad about making things go his way, but simultaneously stripping an entire people of choice and then having something not go his way? that was irritating. (he found that he even felt a little uncomfortably strong about it.)
this was also an opportunity for him, one that he hadn't quite figured out how to use yet, but an opportunity nonetheless. he wonders if King Loki had meant for this to happen, as if this was part of his nefarious plot to bring about his own goals. maybe it was truly a trip of his ankle into a different universe.
he can only hope that it's the latter. ]
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Peace sounded like such a nice word- but there were costs to such things, weren't there. Would it be peace for the humans at the expense of the goblins? Peace for the goblins at the expense of the humans? Or peace for both somehow?]
... And do you believe that this is the only way? To get home?
[She's been betrayed before, but what choice did they have? She had no spells to spirit them to a different world, and if she was speaking to a god at the moment... Apparently they didn't either.]
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[ there's no hesitation, no thinking about it, no going over it in his head—his is a realm of possibility, as is the nature of chaos. there's always another way, even in situations where it seems like there may not be. that was the challenge, and that was the game, and that's what he reveled in. ]
Think of it less as condemnation and more as an opportunity. Not everyone gets a round-trip ticket through the multiverse, you know.
[ he leans his head over his shoulder and fixes a bright pair of green eyes on her. ]
Leave your doubt at the door.
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Words in general were, too. She'd thought more so when she believed herself a witch, when she has full faith that the spirits she invoked and the prayers she intoned were directly tied to the healings and discoveries she made. Maybe she still thought that- just in a different way. Words, (lies), had been able to make her believe she was something she wasn't. Made her agree to have her own feet broken, to live her life in seclusion, to create terrible things.
Large eyes nearly the same shade stared back, momentarily fascinated with the realization.
Suddenly remembered how to move, and she reached for her tankard and took a long gulp before setting it down again, returning her gaze to the man across from her. Swallowed.]
... You speak with at least familiarity to the concept. Have you travelled like this before?
[The way she had been raised to think was in terms of magic- and if she couldn't do it... She would just need find someone who could.]
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[ no, hardly. what he doesn't mention (or doesn't want to mention), is that his last rodeo wasn't just a multiversal jaunt filled with all forms of perilous adventures. in reality his last multiversal jaunt had been a calculated plan to win the ability manipulate all reality on a grand scale. a perfect sort of plan that only ended because he felt guilty about it. ]
So, yes, I have. Last time it wasn't really a pleasure cruise, the mayfly dimensions can be unforgiving. One of my companions could kick very literal holes between them. There are ways through, there are always ways. Nothing is built on strict enough rules that they can't be bent a little bit.
We just have to find the means to do so.
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Set off by something as simple as a word whose meaning she didn't know.]
What is a "mayfly dimension"?
[The insect she knew- the unfortunate creature burn of water that took to the air only to die within a day's short time, leaving progeny behind to repeat the cycle. But a dimension with such a title? Was it named for it's lifespan? It's series of forms? There were too many options not to ask for clarification.
To file away in her brain, along with other things she was learning from those of other worlds.]
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despite who he had been, who he thought he was, and who he became, he had friends, and they had hard times and good times. he remembered it fondly. it brings back those memories for a breath of a moment, and he tips his head in brief reverie. ]
An unstable dimension, one formed on rocky expectations of would and could-bes. They don't last long, usually, and those that inhabit them are warped versions of the people that they are in those that have their legs.
Some of them collapse into themselves. For the better, a lot of those would and could-bes don't end very well. The dimensions themselves are full of horrors.
Scary story stuff.
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Of course, she had considered more than once things of the "if I had done this" variety, how her life might have been different or changed on the edge of a single choice. What if her magic wasn't strong enough to placate the wolves of the wood? What if she couldn't formulate the ultimate spell? What if she had run off with the outsiders earlier? What if her mother had not died giving her life?
But they'd been mere "ifs"- the idea that short-lived worlds could be born from them had not entered her mind until now. Surely they weren't physical in any sense or they would be more easily noticed... and in such worlds... she could have been a normal girl. Could have been free of her village. Could have been eaten by the werewolves. Could have been killed by a failed spell-]
But surely not every possibility forms one of these "mayflies", correct? The sheer number...
[The infinite choices one made in even a single day... then all the people on the earth...]
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Have you ever noticed that some things are more alike than others? There are even stories that resonate through the multiverse, colliding and forming into something solid. It's funny in a sort of ha-ha way. There's such a fine line between corporeal and incorporeal existence—ah, but we're not here to get wax philosophical, we're here to work.
[ the resonance of the universe was what upheld the idea of Loki, influencing so many hims across the entirety of reality and impacting poor decisions. he couldn't help but feel a little bit bitter. here he was with some kind of understanding on how all of this worked, and he still felt trapped by it. ]
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But she sadly shakes her head. He says it like its something that ought to be obvious... But she has been exposed to very little of the outside world- only those select texts that would aid in her understanding of "magic". "Science". She had no knowledge of the peculiarities of folk legends shared by civilizations oceans apart, the uncanny parallels in certain histories.
... They're here to work, though.]
And what will you do? For ALASTAIR?
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so, what was he going to do for ALASTAIR? ]
What will anyone do for those that fulfill debt in fate?
[ he sounds ironically amused. ]
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I didn't ask what "anyone" would do.
[Perhaps it was because she had not met many people in her short life, unable to make observations on "people" broadly for herself beyond what she's read in books or heard from others... But it was hard for Sieglinde to believe that there was some universal reaction to such a thing.]
What will you do?
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Define myself.
[ the answer that he had already given, and one of the most truthful things that's come from his lips.
there are powers out there that would do anything to destroy him, powers included other Lokis. if that happens, not only will everything he loves burn, but he will too. ]
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Not that she could say anything about that.
Her gaze dropped to the mug held in her hands, the blurry reflection of her own face in the half drunk beer. She'd asked what he would do... But what would she herself do? She could heal others... But the last thing she could expect to do for ALASTAIR was fight- to do the things she was afraid they might be required to do.
Her silence stretched on for too long, until she set the mug down.]
I suppose I must do the same.
[Would she remain the Green Witch? Or become something else.]
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The fates are here—or ones that would like us to think that they are. To stand against them and define yourself as you are to the universe, ah, well ... it's not a path that many would take. There's struggle and heartache involved, questions left unanswered as you're pulled in the path that you set for yourself, grating against the one that was set for you.
[ he has experience.
fighting tooth and nail against an aspect of himself that would have him fall right back into the black pit of evil, putting him against everything that he's learned to love. this is an opportunity to fix that. he doesn't want to go home, not yet, not while the one known as King Loki reigns over his destiny, pulling him into a spiral of spite and hate. if he defines himself here, what box could anyone put him in? ]
But freedom is worth it.