[ He smiles, figuring she would say that. It's so difficult for him to think of someone else having no childhood, of being isolated and deprived of love and care that all children had a right to, of having a mother that only cared about herself and the life from her womb only seen as another tool to further her goals or interests. It's not hard, in retrospect, to understand why this girl became so important to him. They aren't so different despite being ... So incredibly opposite of one another. Gender, age, timeline, country and culture.
But they both spent their childhoods chasing their mother's affections. Sieglinde to carry on her supposedly dead mother's legacy and dedication. Masamune to regain the love of his mother to be able to rightfully continue as the head of the family without conflict or heartbreak.
They both came out disappointed. He wanted to be able to help her like Kojuro had helped him. Masamune realizes, however, it's a lot more complicated a situation then he imagined. Maybe just caught up too quickly in bonding due to their circumstances... He doesn't know but he worries now, uncertain if he's enough to protect her from whatever she needs to be protected from-- partially because he doesn't have the skill Kojuro does. Sieglinde has plenty of other people here should he fail to be adequate or otherwise disappear... but he doesn't want to let others compensate for his lack thereof. He tries to akin it to her basically being seen as a sibling but... Masamune understands now that may be part of the problem. Being the one who killed his own brother, whom was coddled by their mother and thus treated him in similar manner as she did.
He has no idea what a good sibling relationship is but not in the form of the relationship being merely absent. ] It will send electricity into your body and disrupt the pain. Since it blocks and creates numbness, it'll be easier to sleep with. Works better than medicine, in my experience [ --but is a lot harder to control without hurting someone or providing a power source. ]
Should do the trick when other stuff doesn't. Use it to give yourself better rest for a quicker recovery. [ He knows quite well although using it on himself is rare due to being his own power source. Becomes messy. ]
It'll stay with you while you sleep, too. Think of it like as an extra guard dog, too, I guess. Give you peace of mind.
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But they both spent their childhoods chasing their mother's affections. Sieglinde to carry on her supposedly dead mother's legacy and dedication. Masamune to regain the love of his mother to be able to rightfully continue as the head of the family without conflict or heartbreak.
They both came out disappointed. He wanted to be able to help her like Kojuro had helped him. Masamune realizes, however, it's a lot more complicated a situation then he imagined. Maybe just caught up too quickly in bonding due to their circumstances... He doesn't know but he worries now, uncertain if he's enough to protect her from whatever she needs to be protected from-- partially because he doesn't have the skill Kojuro does. Sieglinde has plenty of other people here should he fail to be adequate or otherwise disappear... but he doesn't want to let others compensate for his lack thereof. He tries to akin it to her basically being seen as a sibling but... Masamune understands now that may be part of the problem. Being the one who killed his own brother, whom was coddled by their mother and thus treated him in similar manner as she did.
He has no idea what a good sibling relationship is but not in the form of the relationship being merely absent. ] It will send electricity into your body and disrupt the pain. Since it blocks and creates numbness, it'll be easier to sleep with. Works better than medicine, in my experience [ --but is a lot harder to control without hurting someone or providing a power source. ]
Should do the trick when other stuff doesn't. Use it to give yourself better rest for a quicker recovery. [ He knows quite well although using it on himself is rare due to being his own power source. Becomes messy. ]
It'll stay with you while you sleep, too. Think of it like as an extra guard dog, too, I guess. Give you peace of mind.