Sieglinde Sullivan (
grunehexe) wrote in
epidemiology2016-06-23 08:56 pm
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
i'm losing blood, i'm gonna leave my bones
CHARACTERS: Sieglinde & visitors (mostly current CR but wanderers welcome)
DATE: Four days after the return to Oska, weeks following
WARNINGS: Potential squicky feet stuff
SUMMARY: A bedridden witch would appreciate some company
[The pain becomes a bit more manageable each day. Some people might say a doctor should never be their own patient, but Sieglinde was managing her own regimen, dosing herself with herbs to reduce the swelling, taking teas to numb the pain, and let sleep come a bit easier. She could have fixed it in an instant with magic...
But it was bad enough she had asked Masamune to rebreak her feet so that she could realign the bones and attempt to return the twisted and damaged muscles, tendons, and nerves back to something resembling their original position. Bad enough that she'd taken away the proof of her ignorance, an act that to her seemed just as if she was trying to hide what she'd done.
Pain was the least she could accept in return.
She wouldn't be able to put an ounce of weight on them for quite some time, even tightly bandaged and splinted though they were, and even after weeks, she knew she'd have to relearn how to walk, unable to remember well what it was like, the way one walked when you had a heel, and sole, and toes in play. But at least it was in Oska, somewhere... relatively safe.
And at least she had books, and visitors. Even though she hadn't told a single person her plan beforehand, she couldn't exactly hide it once it was all said and done... and she had requests. Like meals, and books from the library, and entertaining company. She occupies her time in that manner, curling carefully in bed so as not to twist or put pressure on her healing limbs, pouring over her most recent spellbook and occasionally getting ink all over her sheets writing notes. Chatting with those recruits she knew, as if she hadn't done what she had. Testing how her bones were healing, how the swelling was doing.
Wondering if today was the day she actually felt less doubt about what she'd done.]
DATE: Four days after the return to Oska, weeks following
WARNINGS: Potential squicky feet stuff
SUMMARY: A bedridden witch would appreciate some company
[The pain becomes a bit more manageable each day. Some people might say a doctor should never be their own patient, but Sieglinde was managing her own regimen, dosing herself with herbs to reduce the swelling, taking teas to numb the pain, and let sleep come a bit easier. She could have fixed it in an instant with magic...
But it was bad enough she had asked Masamune to rebreak her feet so that she could realign the bones and attempt to return the twisted and damaged muscles, tendons, and nerves back to something resembling their original position. Bad enough that she'd taken away the proof of her ignorance, an act that to her seemed just as if she was trying to hide what she'd done.
Pain was the least she could accept in return.
She wouldn't be able to put an ounce of weight on them for quite some time, even tightly bandaged and splinted though they were, and even after weeks, she knew she'd have to relearn how to walk, unable to remember well what it was like, the way one walked when you had a heel, and sole, and toes in play. But at least it was in Oska, somewhere... relatively safe.
And at least she had books, and visitors. Even though she hadn't told a single person her plan beforehand, she couldn't exactly hide it once it was all said and done... and she had requests. Like meals, and books from the library, and entertaining company. She occupies her time in that manner, curling carefully in bed so as not to twist or put pressure on her healing limbs, pouring over her most recent spellbook and occasionally getting ink all over her sheets writing notes. Chatting with those recruits she knew, as if she hadn't done what she had. Testing how her bones were healing, how the swelling was doing.
Wondering if today was the day she actually felt less doubt about what she'd done.]
no subject
[He would definitively cheat on her. One hundred percent for sure. She sort of expected such behavior from men, so it wasn't surprising, but.]
If I married him.
no subject
No..? Doesn't that sound — [ she shrugs a little. ] — lonely?
no subject
[It was difficult to explain these sorts of things to people who didn't understand. Not that she could necessarily blame them for that, but-]
A business arrangement with sexual benefits?
no subject
a business arrangement?
rather suddenly, she is reminded of the man who had hoped to marry her back in ferox. she is certain he had.. similar ideas... ]
Is that what marriage is to you?
no subject
The Green Witch does not marry at all, traditionally speaking... so, it is what I make of it I suppose.
[According to the lies she tended to pass off as her past in this place, anyway.]
no subject
So what do you really want in a marriage?
no subject
[Some people were a bit stuffy about such things and seemed only willing to produce if properly wed, after all.]
no subject
no subject
... Have you been conferring with Haise on these matters?
[What was there besides legacy? What was there for her besides curing what she had put out into the world?
Things better left unsaid.]
no subject
I — what? What does Haise have to do with anything?
[ it's fortunate that olivia already knows who haise is, but that still doesn't stop her from being incredibly confused! ]