I have been attempting to integrate into a team that is mostly human, [and whether he means Audentes general demographics, or if he's making a jibe at Haise' expense, he isn't clarifying.] Restraining myself to meet their needs is my Goddess' mandate, but learning what those restrictions are is... I can be honest with you... it is it's own journey. There is much that even you take for granted that I have had to rush headlong into, the details of which are largely unimportant. Pretending to be human, when you are not... I do not completely mis-understand your misgivings and frustration.