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asher fuckboy millstone ([personal profile] moneyballer) wrote in [community profile] epidemiology2017-02-13 05:05 pm

with so much drama in the industry;

CHARACTERS: Asher Millstone & YOU(R CHARACTERS)
DATE: Various, from Feb 7th-Feb 15th
WARNINGS: All usual warnings that come with tagging Asher! Definitely gonna be some foul language and mentions of violence in here.
SUMMARY: This log will be a catch-all for some Woodhurst stuff! Mostly riot and city hall related.

[The following log will contain closed and open toplevels alike! If you'd like to tag me with something different, or want to arrange something, drop me a message on Asher's account and we can work something out.]
feytality: wallet? (Staring through your soul and into your)

[personal profile] feytality 2017-03-09 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't know if that's a comfort or not, that this is worse than before. Are these missions just getting worse? What's next, they'll have to kill people?]

[When he offers her the tissue, she raises her head to stare at him, clearly caught off-guard and confused. It's not a reflection on him, it's just that Maya's really not used to people treating her with real kindness.]


You---- you don't have to do anything for me.

[After a long moment's hesitation like she doesn't know what to do with the tissue, she takes it and blows her nose]

But, that's really kind of you. Thank you.
feytality: These cheeks don't squish themselves, you know (BEING A CHIPMUNK IS A HARD JOB)

[personal profile] feytality 2017-03-09 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
[i misread that as a nipple as a pond god]

[She still doesn't know what to make of this, but quietly goes along with his gestures, cleaning herself up a little.]

[Does she have anyone she can call? The only person that flashes to mind is Jin, who'd also shown her a great deal of kindness she didn't know what to do with, and maybe Fiona. But she doesn't know either of them well. Can she count on them?]

[But more importantly---]

[She shakes her head, regaining a bit of her composure]


No, no-- I want to help. I want to stay, there--- there's got to be evidence in here, right?

[Even if she's scared, she can't do nothing.]
feytality: I should probably stop mocking her traumatic icons. OH WELL (I DON'T WANT THE WORLD TO SEE MEEEE)

[personal profile] feytality 2017-03-14 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I..... [Who is she kidding, really?] I-I'll be fine. I want to help. I want to help you.

[He misses the mark on that -- she's not quite at that stage -- but she is caught up with survivor's guilt over her sister's death and guilt over not being able to channel her when Nick needed her to. For Maya, who measures her self-worth solely on whether she can channel her dead sister or not, proving herself is the driving force in her head right now. It's not that she doesn't prioritize her own safety and well-being, it's just that in the face of the greater good, all these people suffering are more important.]

[But she isn't expecting to hear that from anyone, but especially Asher. The people here are a lot kinder than she's used to, and she doesn't seem to understand why this kindness is being pointed in her direction. She stares dumbly at him for a few seconds, like he spoke another language she's trying to decipher, and at last:]


I, I know that. But so are all these people... [Does she? The jury's out]
feytality: (PLACEHOLDER)

[personal profile] feytality 2017-03-27 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[She kind of meant a collective 'you', but here's the thing. While most people might be disbelieving or even angry about Asher's admission -- that he's comforted to find them breaking down under a table, but Maya isn't most people. That, actually, is what gets her to successfully stop crying, and look up at him properly]

I--- What?

[She helped him? By crying? She can't wrap her mind around it, how she could manage that. Sure, they're talking, but she's a blubbering mess, that's the farthest from helpful she can be. But still, if it were true, that would make her feel better, that she managed to do something useful for someone, even something like this, but, more likely than not--]

You... don't have to be nice to me, you know.

[He's saying that just to make her feel better, or so she thinks]
feytality: BUT IN ANIME!!!!! (it's that face. the dumb one.)

[personal profile] feytality 2017-03-29 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[In this case, it's not him. It's not that he came off as insincere -- it's that Maya has conditioned to be incredibly harsh on herself, so if anyone doesn't immediately treat her like crap when she thinks she deserves it, her first reaction is to assume it's an act of unwarranted kindness from the other party. It's a rare and brief glimpse past the blubbly, cocky front she puts up into her real feelings.]

..... Thank you, mis-- Asher.

[That too is kind of ridiculous, that she's thanking him for saying she helped him. She slowly gets to her feet, wiping away any remaining wet streaks on her face. Her face is still red and puffy, but it's progress]

B-But... I mean it. I can't leave now. I just got here.

[He's right; she will do anything to prove herself.]
feytality: yes (am I destined to thief icons forever)

[personal profile] feytality 2017-03-30 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
[She's had a hard knock life....]

[She considers the offer -- as much as she wants to help, she's scared, and she won't say no to having company, though she doubts Asher's going to be much help if things get nasty. She's not so hot on leaving empty-handed, but it is dangerous, so:]


...Okay. It's a plan.

[Good luck tiring her out, Asher.] Where should we start?