It would have been stupid of me to not ask, after all I knew all the details of his immunity. It would have shown true negligence had I ignored what he had told me. Though I can admit I did not make a choice that would have made many people happy.

[ Her arms are littered with proofs of that. Something the suit Giovanni got for her hides quite well. It doesn't make this any easier to go through though. ]

I fought with a lot of people... and either way I cannot know for sure if I made the right choice either, if there even was a right or wrong option in all of this. In the end, I just wanted encouragement, the idea that for once I did something right instead of failing over another world. That someone I respected and looked up to might actually think it would be more than just a shame if I did lose myself completely and I would have to be--

[ She cuts it off there though, but maybe he will fill in the blanks on his own. She doesn't know how much Giovanni would have told him, that if it had come to it she had asked him to end her life instead of suffering until she was gone completely.

She just looks sad, not crying but as though she doesn't really know what to feel about any of this anymore. ]